Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
pulled wings..life isn't all balloon gigs, real clowns have real nightmares
I rolled up to a light. A boy and man were at the corner.
The boy and I had smiles of mutual admiration for each other.
The man said to the kid "look at this asshole".
The poor kid's smile vanished because he didn't want to disappoint his guardian.
My smile disappeared too. I wasn't doing anything wrong.
I guess all the man needed to be happy was to make us as sad as he is.
The primitive action the man took looked very familiar.
I think I just met my ex wife's perfect soul-mate!
She left me after 10 years and then decided she hated me after I emerged better than ever.
I tried to warn my GF and the kids not to be too laugh-y when they got dropped off.
Mom was getting meaner and meaner no matter what we did. She clearly had a problem with our existence period.
She selfishly scarred all of us by keeping the kids from me for almost two years now. She has already done more damage to them then anything she trumped up that I would do.
They love their Dad so this must be just crazy making for them. They know there is nothing wrong with me.They know my house is very calm, quiet and loving and Mom's place is like the deck of a crazy fishing trawler with bickering seagulls everywhere.I'm so worried about my babies.
I get up at 7 or so everyday because of 12 years baby raising.
Now instead of spending that time doing all that stuff I'm highly trained to do, I'm stuck in a chair... with an invisible thumb of despair holding me down... helpless until it's almost time to paint a smile on.
Then i go hang out with people who look just like my own kids.
I never had a problem before or since and I always payed my bills. I never been arrested and i never had to take the kids to the hospital. I have lived in the same place 3 years and had a bank account for 6. There is no body count behind Dingo only a loving comunity...so why can I have zero contact with my kids? How is that ok with everyone?
I know..everybody has problems..like Louis CK say's a 40 YO male is last in line for sympathy.
Funny that I wouldn't be able to handle this without Olive Rootbeer but my happiness with Olive Rootbeer is what pushed the lady off the deep end in the first place.
Irony is so ironic.
The boy and I had smiles of mutual admiration for each other.
The man said to the kid "look at this asshole".
The poor kid's smile vanished because he didn't want to disappoint his guardian.
My smile disappeared too. I wasn't doing anything wrong.
I guess all the man needed to be happy was to make us as sad as he is.
The primitive action the man took looked very familiar.
I think I just met my ex wife's perfect soul-mate!
She left me after 10 years and then decided she hated me after I emerged better than ever.
I tried to warn my GF and the kids not to be too laugh-y when they got dropped off.
Mom was getting meaner and meaner no matter what we did. She clearly had a problem with our existence period.
She selfishly scarred all of us by keeping the kids from me for almost two years now. She has already done more damage to them then anything she trumped up that I would do.
They love their Dad so this must be just crazy making for them. They know there is nothing wrong with me.They know my house is very calm, quiet and loving and Mom's place is like the deck of a crazy fishing trawler with bickering seagulls everywhere.I'm so worried about my babies.
I get up at 7 or so everyday because of 12 years baby raising.
Now instead of spending that time doing all that stuff I'm highly trained to do, I'm stuck in a chair... with an invisible thumb of despair holding me down... helpless until it's almost time to paint a smile on.
Then i go hang out with people who look just like my own kids.
I never had a problem before or since and I always payed my bills. I never been arrested and i never had to take the kids to the hospital. I have lived in the same place 3 years and had a bank account for 6. There is no body count behind Dingo only a loving comunity...so why can I have zero contact with my kids? How is that ok with everyone?
I know..everybody has problems..like Louis CK say's a 40 YO male is last in line for sympathy.
Funny that I wouldn't be able to handle this without Olive Rootbeer but my happiness with Olive Rootbeer is what pushed the lady off the deep end in the first place.
Irony is so ironic.
i posted this on my facebook page yesterday...
77 people liked it and about 20 comments OMG that is a lot of support!
What an honor! My favorite singer is wearing a shirt with my face on it!
I never would have thought in my wildest dreams that my favorite singer (sorry Dio) would be wearing a shirt that had my lovley mug on it...and in Jamaica!!! Also a Russian band playing Feliz Navidad was a very charming.
Andrie is my fave singer because his dialect has more cool sounds in it than I'm used to. I like all the Moscow sound. Roman, the tuba player? I'm so fond of that gent I would have his babies.
Alma is NOT a pain in the ass...she is the sweetest slave driver ever.mwah!!!
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Friday, January 27, 2012
Monday, January 23, 2012
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Heading thru the slush to see our wed. Storytime babies.
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| We have been with these kids a long time now. I'm afraid we love them now so much that we will trudge through this soup so we won't disappoint them. |
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| Olive looks cute in everything...must be nice! |
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| Parked out front |
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| Photos by lilass |
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| cat-hat |
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| After this we went and made a deal to do Storytime with Olive and Dingo on Thursday at......... |
Returning the helium tank to Lippman's
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| We love Lippman's co. |
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| this tank was used in a Bachlorette party. We are taking a few buses to our favorite party supply place, Lippman's. |
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| all the best clowns shop here...and the worst. |
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| I was gonna use this pic to sell my patrons on using big balloons but I seem to have something in my teeth. |
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| only $13 for this badass plastic sword??????I would have gone nutz for this when i was 9 |
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| i want this |
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| This is what Olive's tongue looks like when it poops. |
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| calling for the next bus |
Saturday, January 14, 2012
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